RAYE – ESCAPISM

Lyrics

Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him
All of my diamonds are drippin' on him
I met him at the bar, it was twelve or somethin'
I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight I want him
A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in this shit position
The man that I love sat me down last night
And he told me that it's over, dumb decision
And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'
Fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
In my little black dress and this shit is sittin'
Just a heart broke bitch
High heels six inch
In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was looking for a man who's on the same page
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor
I don't wanna feel
Toke this joint how I'm blowing this steam
Back to my ways like 2019
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'
Excuse my state
I'm as high as your hopes that you'll make it on my bed
Get me hot and sizzlin'
If I take a step back to see the glass half full
At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in
And I'm already actin' like a dick
Know what I mean?
So you might as well stick it in
Just a heart broke bitch
High heels six inch
In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was looking for a man who's on the same page
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor
I don't wanna feel (What?)
'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
Be at peace with the things you can't change
I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah
Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way
Toast up, so what, street small but it go both ways
So, you'll run, but you'll never escape
Sunset in the maze
(You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Lipstick smudged like modern art
I don't know where the fuck I am
Or who's driving the fucking car
Speeding down the highway sippin'
Mixing pills with the liquor
'Cause fuck these feelings
I left everyone I love on read (Uh-uh)
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-uh)
I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (Uh-uh)
Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin' in my head (Hm)

Paroles (Traduction)

Je traîne et je taquine, je suis assise sur lui
Tous mes diamants dégoulinent sur lui
Je l'ai rencontré au bar, il était minuit ou quelque chose comme ça
J'ai commandé deux vins de plus, car ce soir je le veux
Un peu de contexte si tu veux écouter
Je me retrouve dans cette position de merde
L'homme que j'aime m'a fait asseoir hier soir
Et il m'a dit que c'était fini, une décision stupide
Et je ne veux pas ressentir mon cœur se déchirer
En fait, je ne veux pas ressentir, alors je continue de siroter
Et je suis de sortie en ville avec une mission simple
Dans ma petite robe noire et cette merde est assise
Juste une salope au cœur brisé
Talons hauts de six pouces
À l'arrière du nightclub, sirotant du champagne
Je ne fais confiance à aucune de ces salopes avec qui je suis
À l'arrière du taxi, reniflant de la cocaïne
Appels ivres, textos ivres, larmes ivres, sexe ivre
Je cherchais un homme sur la même longueur d'onde
Maintenant c'est retour à l'introduction, retour au bar
À la Bentley, à l'hôtel, à mes anciennes habitudes
Parce que je ne veux pas ressentir ce que j'ai ressenti hier soir
Je ne veux pas ressentir ce que j'ai ressenti hier soir
Docteur, docteur, s'il te plaît, n'importe quoi
Docteur, docteur, aie pitié de moi
Fais partir cette douleur
Tu me demandes mes symptômes, docteur
Je ne veux pas ressentir
Je fume ce joint en soufflant cette vapeur
De retour à mes habitudes de 2019
Pas 24 heures depuis que mon ex a tout arrêté
J'ai un nouvel homme sur moi, ça va chauffer
La nuit dernière était vraiment la cerise sur le gâteau
Il y a eu quelques jours sombres dern

Thématique Angoisse

Style House

Keywords 90's, Fête

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